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Closer to my God than Thee
 
If I admit I'm scared
Can you wake me when we're there
Let me sleep
It's a sin and I am weak
Painted Grey in my bleak defeat
When it suits them
If I swallow they give me hope
And they throw me out a rope
They bake my shoulders brown
But they pull my shoulders down
How great or how grateful can I be
How closer to my god than thee

My late repentant love
My misdirected love
My deficient love
My excessive love I can't deny it

When I'm feeling most alone
They come into their own
They fold me like a toy
Striking blindly they destroy
If I threaten they push me 'till I stall
Push me the way I'll fall
And if I let out the storm
That we breathe in we we're born
Then it all would melt away
So I hold back again today If it stings and I smile
Then how real can I be
How closer to my god than thee

My late repentant love
My misdirected love
My deficient love
My excessive love I can't deny it

 

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